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Love,
Kitty AhShan!

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hello all ,
It's Kitty AhShan here .
well, last time im gona post at this blog.
i'm moving & if u wan to know where i move to ask me :)



P/S: don't waste your youth on a guy who don't love you








Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: The last post for this blog

1 june - 20 june

lots of ting happen.
well , wasn't really free
so didn't really blog.or should say didn't blog
was MIA
n is contining to:X
promise will blog when free
nothing much now
bz wit lots of ting
study , him , sister n lots more


http://sssindiatwinning.blogspot.com/ to read abt the india trip:)











replies to all tag:)
thx everyone for tagging . tag more ya:)
& to some people, dun like me , dun read my blog.







P/S: Gona work soon.



Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: Love Love Me

31 May 2010
well, rotting
nothing much.
not even thinking of going out unless im left with no choice
the photos above are of my long hair but they will b MIA- ING
all thanks to my mum, 3 elder sister n a few of my aunt
they force me cut my hair
FUCK!
yes, i didn't sy cnt ! but pls fr god sake , it's my hair
i wan to let it b long so accept it.
but "thanks " for forcing me.
so now ,im stuck with tis short n ugly hairstyle.
u guy think tht it's nice but im sry to sae
IT'S NOT ! NOT A SINGLE BIT!
respect me uh? i said i can cut bt mus b shoulder length.
ya , WOW . tis ur type of shoulder length.
short hair nv suit me . as all of my sister know .
pathetic .
i'm piss off
n im nt over it .
fuck cn it's so so so ugly .
even though hubby n jasmine sister didn't mind it & said it was okay
but it bothers me alot !
GRR!




till now .
i dun wan to say anymore.
post soon.












Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: goodbye my dearest long hair

27 may 2010

-> schooled to take report book.
got scolded till ...
haixz








subject - CA 1 - SA1 - COMBINE - GRADE
english : 48.2 - 61.7 -56.6 - 5
chinese : 75.6 - 50 -59.6 -4
math : 62.2 - 58.8 -60.1 -4
science: 61.9 -68.1 -65.8 -3
geo : 75.2 - 71.2 - 72.7 -2
history :52.4 - 56.2 -54.8 -5
lit: 75.3 -66 - 69.5 - 3
dnt : 65.7 - 59 - 61 - 4
art : 64.1 -64.3 -64.2 - 4

total:564.3 /900
percentage: 62.7
class position: 8/42
level position: 22/ 122




Crapz luh.
my result so louzy ... mum nt happy
well , will try my best the next time


-> wen down to sembanwang wit mum n to mit gan ma
wen to pai pai

-> wen to central mall n CQ( ps i dk hw spell)
shop slack till 4+
wen home
made 2 DIY angel
one for ah ma n one fr mum friend
do till 5 +
rot at home
till 6+ go 4 yi house eat
wen to mit pei yi & tk
slack awhile
tution !
after tht go home...
nth much


28 may 2010
nth much today
currently at mum office .
sian!








Blog soon:)


Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: 250508, The day i remember

He once told me that he would be back
& asked me to wait patiently for him
but now he told me that he might not be able to come back
I gave him my heart on 010109
but all our promises , dream is all gone...
& gone forever ...

240508 - 250510
never let u go...

24 may 2010
wen to sch.
had some very lame course
focus programme
well , attend it till 12 30
walk walk here n there till 12 50
thn go bac class cuz wanted to pon english lesson.

after tht was VE
tok wit teacher
till 2 .
end of school.

stay bac.tok to kelly jie jie n valerie
thn wen to the twinning program tok
tok till 3 10
walk to bb tea there .
buy a bb tea
slowly walk to 4 yi house

slack at viod deck till 4 +
walk up to 4 yi house
rotted...
wen home at 7+



25 may 2010
didn't go to school today.
rotting at home.
grace jie coming my house .
slacking wit her.
should b going out


































Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: Drunken Bitch

20 May 2010
schooled as usual .
had some drama course till 12 30
after tht normal session
it was science.
had guzheng after tht ...
guzheng was fine ? i guess
learning new song

after tht
wen to 4 yi house eat , bath & change
wen home
take some stuff
wen to meet pei yi .
meet her slack awhile & meet takuan too
long time no c him:)
slack awhile wen to tution wit peiyi
after tution, wen to buy some tibits
home-d

21 - 22 may 2010
school as usual for 21 may
bt stay over till 22
cuz guzheng camp 2d1n




well, had bbq , games n etc tht day
quite fun .
hope tht there would b another camp.



well short post for now
i wan to go watch my show:)
sry about it
update soon









Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: make it or break it

song currently playing:下一个天亮 - 郭靜


19 may 2010
It's finally Wednesday
Had guzheng today , Simplicity Delighted

well , it was also wet today
three day in a row:)


Chinese .
free period
ms wang giving upper sec class & so we dun have teacher
rot around.
sit wit yuting
tok awhile then tht stupid muna over there kpkb
thn ask me go back my sit
KNN!
at my sit there tok awhile luh


Math.
Did some collection of things .
Say about result.
i PASSED!
er 58/100
so louzy ....
my result this term all drop.
i guess, i'm so going to get it from jie n mum
SIAN!

recess
nth much.
wen wit yuting, regine , eunice n ziyun
ate shui jiao wit vinger & drink milk
sit at canteen awhile , wen bac to class

literature .
got back result .
33/50
highest was 38.....
get bac result , hear mr wee crap & do correction

Music .
watch the pathom of the opera & listen to mdn chia
nice show !:)
going to down load the show & watch it when i'm free

english.
that bogay teacher again.
sian. how i wish i could stop going for his lesson.
well , listen to his crap for less than 5 min
after tht , wen to slp till IPW

IPW.
did tht YOG discussion for 1 hr
put in some ideas
jia wei & wen jing nt there so only me , cindy , ashiya & mabelene


contact time.
crap all the way
2N1 - 13 ppl fail math
2N2(MY CLASS) 14 ppl fail math
2N3 - 10 ppl pass.

thn tok about wad ms neo going to sae to our parent.
I'm so died ...
ms neo surely complaint about me de.:x




after sch , mit dion
pei her rot till 2
wen for guzheng
3+ wen to canteen wit lyica to eat.
saw gerald .
he go bac sch.
LONG TIME NO SEE HIM LE!
eat le .di siao him awhile
wen up to lt2 .
kena scolded by jia chun.
was late:X
oh well, said sorry.
wen to pratice
till 5+
had a short guzheng meeting.
wen to band there wait for zhi wei.
when he was suppose to wait for me
Zzzz.

me n him bus-ed to 401
then slowly wait to 4yi house.
eat there .
now home-d& posting














Okay people, time to go.
haven bath.so going to bath.
bye people.
post soon ya:)






















P/S: Sister VS boyfriend , Sister win !
bt if Sister+ boyfriend = u'r a happy girl
so i have decided stay single for the time being:)

















Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: sisters u guy r my everything

Things are becoming better as the day go by ...
Hope things between us get better .






18 May 2010
morning was wet but it was not as wet as it was ytd
well , no assembly too
wen to class

english
it was fucking irritating
got 29/ 40 for english paper 2
but total gt like abt er 62
finally pass english
the teacher seriously was a CBK!
if nt i shout at him telling him tht we wan knw our result
i doubt he would fucking bother to even show us our result
bo bian ma he CBK!
fyi to ppl dk wad's CBK , it's cb kia

well , i hope english lesson would pass faster
cuz I DUN FUCKING WAN TO ATTEND IT !



science
did some collection of science file , which i haven hand in.
thn do worksheet all the way
hope i pass my science .

recess.
nth much
me & yu ting eat bake rice .
sit n tok at canteen awhile
wen bac class

Geography
IT'S CRAPZ!
wad a " wonderful" teacher & ya WOW could had so much operation
eh , if u dun wan teach thn resign la .
waste f our fucking time.

crapz xia
todae she came in gave us ans for the MYE paper
bt nt our marks
....


well , her lesson was A.K.A free period

History
expected Mr teng to come
but turns out tht he didn't
so ya , CRAPZ!
free period .
so jolly well , move to yu ting there
& sit beside her
n tok for 1 hr +


Math
it was more like VE lesson
cuz we barely did any maths
well a little sum up for tht 1 hr
it was more like slack slack luh.
pass math .:)
bt my result , i'm so sure tht jie & mum will scream at me
btw my mum is going to sch nxt thur .
Meet The Parent
hpe ms neo wouldn't say much.
or nt i will die a horrible death
well, skipping lesson . bad result . detention . in house suspense
if mum & jie know about all this ,
it will b Good Game for me.
i doubt she will even let me go out neither to say let me go slacking
n i'm sure she will fill my time with hell note lots of tution.
& worst still she knew abt my chinese result .
she has been nagging at me
n saying tht i haven been doing my best.
* Guilty








oh well, till now .
post soon . i doubt i can use my lappy tmr .
going to be died tired tmr. guzheng 2-5 .
& having my nafa tis friday & friday to saturday i'm camping in school .
guzheng camp. so people i may be MIA ing for a few days .
Miss me ya .
Promise tht i will post soon.

















Things are getting better . hope it maintain
P/S: Bangs or side fringe suit me better? comment me at my cbox ya :)
er jie saying that she going to bring me for another haircut.


















Love ,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: things are getting back to how they were suppose to

I used to think tht i was the happiest girl in the world
But within a conversation tht last for 1: 52:05 ,
I became the saddest ....
I once had everything but now i have nothing




17 may 2010
A monday that was rainy & wet
today school sux core man!
school was so so so so so sian

no assembly
wen into class immediately

first period
it was history
mr teng was late
go through history

after that was art
got bac result got lyk 34 /50 nia
so louzy bt anywae anyhw do de so
nvm:X


science
did cht 16
physical i sux in it
grr ... dun sae abt it
& worst still she said tht the class nv study for exam
so ya , Oh Crap!
i guess im going to fail another FUCKING piece of paper
even after hard work
DAMN!

recess
wen for recess run wit regine , yuting , zi yun n eunice
after tht left wif 5 min +/-? to eat
grab a burger
eat & hurry back to class
& another 30 min of science .
did worksheet

chinese 1 hr
ms wang wasn't happy wit my result
9 people fail n lots of juz pass
but i was kinda heng
cuz i pass !
bt it was a juz pass
from 73 drop to 50.
congratz to myself
i'm so going to get it from mum & jie
haven even tell them about it
if they knw i tink i sure die
enjoy life when i still can:X
n Crapz too guzheng resume tis week & early by 1 hr !
2 - 5 !
Damn!

english!
did not enjoy it a bit & ended up sleeping
well, mdn goh wen to give birth to her kid
n so ya , we got a new teacher ....
a old old teacher
he is lyk going to b toothless
so old & short
fyi i tink he is abt my height
i guess i'm going to either skip lesson or sleep in class
CUZ it's TOTALLY POINTLESS

VE
no teacher came to class for like 45 min.
when the period was 1 hr
so jolly well , sleep
i nid my SLEEP!
haven been sleeping well!

after school
wen t polyclinic to consult a doc again
wasn't feeling well
see doc till 3+
wen to 4 yi house viod deck mit grace
slack till 5+
go up to 4 yi house
msg wit liang zhe kor & rot wit grace
6+ eat le thn pei grace go home
take my bag thn i go home
home-d .
bath , change

8+ wen to rivervale plaza wit mum .
buy some tings for home
thn juz return home
n nw blogging

































to me now , no more boyfriends .
being single
nida handle my studies first before i tink of getting another bf.

to him,
i juz ask tht qus out of curiosity.
cnt i even ask? & wad was ur reaction?
u nv trust me even after being together for so long
u sae tht i cnt forget him bt hw abt u?
seriously i dun tink tht we should even argue anymore .
it was the right choice for us to go our own way
i hate argueing wit u
bt i admit i love time wit u
bt haixz.... we ain't mean to be together
& even to force it we wuldnt b happy
& i will rmb wad u said to me .
those word hurts me
bt i doubt u care
all u would say is tht i was hong ing u .
i dun wan to spell it out anymore
























standing strong even though im weak , i will put up a strong front




















Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: I once had everything but now i have nothing

pathetic enough
losing some one dear , a break up & a police case.
i guess it's seriously time to wake up from my dream and face the damn reality







16 may 2010

woke up about 10+
bath , change
bus ed to bishan
meet felica .
wen for faciel till 11+
felica come my house
slack till 2+
she go home
me stay at home .
do spring cleaning:)
super guai:))



now blogging & toking to my dearest sister yuting:)
miss die jack & jakor kor











pathetic state now .
so wad? no worry sisters n deareast
i will pull myself together ! facing it .
The Old Head Strong Kitty AhShan! is back ! yoz people!

























Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: Waking up and facing reality

Cherish your love one when u can before it's too late
da jie , hope that u will feel better now
i know u are upset by ur gan ma death...
i know that u rush back from Australia & even cab to the hospital
but it was too late
neither of us wanted it to happen ... but gan ma went before u could arrive
now u are sitting opposite me
crying n feeling upset so am i ...
try to pull yourself together okae?
gan ma wouldn't wan to see u like that .
pull yourself together & so will i .









Life is unfair ....
15 may 2010

not going elaborate further
moodless.
so sorry about it people .
might not be posting for a few day
as some stuff happening at home





woke up at about 10+
talk on phone with tien shen
till 11+ ask him go help qi qi bath
FYI , qiqi is his dog

thn rot at home till 1 +
mum come home
wen to ah gong
rot there wit cousins
around 1+ , hospital call us
wen down
about 4+ . jie reach singapore .
she cab to hospital...
some stuff happen
now using com at Starbucks now













to yuting,
thanks for being there for me ...
thanks for encouraging me but im sorry
i can't hold on nor can i put up a strong front again
i simply can't take the blow
but i promise u i will pull my self together
thank you & i'm sorry




















not saying much
im feeling really down , bad & miserable
weakest point of my life



















Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: Life and Death is simply unpredictable

Can't help but to say that it's a beautiful day .
Everything simple so right .

song playing at this moment : 嫁妆 by 郭静




14 may 2010
i should say it's a beautiful day
woke up very early today
about 6+ .
bath , prepare
wen out .
wen to macrite reservoir ( idk hw spell)
wen wit mummy
:)
so guai
wen to see see n look look.
lots of fond memories form the past:)
just like Once a upon a time
*smiles & laugh

wen there did some exercise
till about 9+ 10
wen to sembawang for prayer & pass by tien shen camp
after tht wen to seng kang polyclinic alone.
consult doc & got a flu vaccine
the consultation of the doc was free
but not the flu vaccine .
it was fuck tart expensive okae?
$25 ? for a jab
wtf rite?
i could lyk buy 2 dress or top & 3 pairs of ear ring

after the jab, wen home
bath , change & put some stuff
wen out again
wen to bugis
did some shopping
spend about $65 there
bought 1 dress to wear for grandma birthday next month
3 tops , cuz had no more top to wear
3 pair of ear ring cuz i DUN have any to wear le
so kelian rite?
n congratz to me again .
I'M OFFICIALLY BROKE
but it's okae:)

well, after shopping , wen home
now rotting & posting :)
tok to jakor kor juz now :)



oh well,i conclude
time flies ,especially good time







going out later maybe.
will post soon .







P/S: I hope everyday could be like this & It will be happily ever after
I'm being naive*
















I miss the days when things were much simpler...

You find yourself liking "him" from the other class and will purposely go toilet, hoping to meet him along the corridors
You wake up early to wait at the bus stop just to board the bus with "him"
You enjoy teasing your friends over their crush but blush when they talk about "him"
You compare the number of suitors you have with your friends but secretly hoping that one of them will be "him"
You jump up in joy when you receive a call from "him", asking you about camp details or what to bring for art class
You smile to sleep when you manage to chat with "him" on ICQ and IRC, even if he only said hi and bye
You feel like you got an A when you find youself in the same group with "him"
You think the centre parting on "him" is the coolest hairstyle on earth


But with years go by, changes happen with "him"

You question the truth in "him"
You wonder who is with "him" when you are not
You start to argue with "him" onpractically everything
You find that those things you love about "him" are the reasons why you hate "him" now
You hear people telling you that "Its okay to go for "him" even if one of you are attached
You see people going for a attach "him" as they are bound to break up
Isnt life with "Him" becoming like that for many people????













Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: Complicated no more

I bite when i'm angry so don't annoy me when im angry
*Grr


7 may 2010
exam tht day !
History & Chinese paper 1
after sch , wen to 4 yi house .
rotted there till 7+
wen home.
study okae dun siao siao okae?
haha

History was er ......
im nt so sure hw to put it
bt it was kinda hard
i can be prepared to fail
chinese, was much better
bt as for the ques asked,
im so sry .
i kinda have stm .
i forgot it .
X:


8 may 2010
saturday
had performance at hougang cc .
pic uploaded soon. or mayb in the same post:)

after performance, wen home alone.
cuz some one was at shi guan.


btw , when we were there
IT WAS CRAP! srsly
we were like ask to wait in a very very dusty room .
hope we dun nid to go to those kinda of place again:)


9 may 2010
sunday !
wen to singapore poly
nothing much.
rotted almost the whole day .
had dinner at ikea




10 may 2010
school day again or i should say ,another day of exam
it kinda sux actully.
literature n d&t
it nearly costed my life !
literature ,all the qus is like fucking short n hell note one one point de bt we had to elaborate juz for a 3 or 4 mark.
retarded *
as for D&t , it is obvious .
i never studied for it .
bt anyway the paper is like only 30 %
so it's oso okae to fail !


after school , dad fetch me
wen to eat at ave 8
pei dad go get his new spec.
slack around .
wen home
rotted abit n did some studying.
so guai*
:)



11 may 2010
tuesday!
exam again!
Geography & math 1

it was okae for awhile bt the last part kinda sux
geography , well i guess i can pass it?
i studied for it bt the last few page, i was kinda sleepy
so rushed through them n wen to slp

math 1, it was hard ! seriously n btw fyi , no MCQ
all is lyk those 3 mark or 4 mark ques
Damn It!
im gona fail it
bt ms neo said tht i pass .
oh well, thanks god for tht:)


after school ,
walk to 4 yi house like usual
rotted !



12 may 2010
science & chinese paper 2

science
was average ba...
nt sure too but i got study okae!

chinese ,
i tink ms wang is so going to kill me.
i could nt understand the comprehension passage
as for the section A & B .
i doubt i can even pass.

after tht, wen to mit seok yi
walked to 4 yi house , as usual
rotted too!


13 may 2010!
the end of exams! last two paper
Math 2 & Art

math
was stuck at the the first ques .
i did not knw hw to subst. so i anyhw do.
was not in class when my teacher was teaching:X
thn the rest , was okae except for the graph
i did nt knw hw to draw bt i tired !
i tired my best bt if i still fail , SO BE IT !

Art
it nearly killed me too.
i'm a person who can neither draw or good in art.
so well, u knw
i rush / anyhow do it
how i wish i dun have to take art nxt year
bt sad case if im nt wrong , it's a 100% mus subject .
FML!

after sch,
daddy came n fetch me .
went to eat at anchourvale cc
wen to jalan kayu to do some money thing n cc look look
thn homed
rotted .....

7+ meet tien shen
tgether till 8 10
wen for tution
thn home-d .
now posting .
bz day tmr .
sleeping early. u too peoples !



*updated*

ytd dad was called to sch
sian luh ... bt was to collect my white colour phone.
happy* to get it bac
bt ti nag for hours by ma ma .....
sian luh*
bt happy to get it bac




mum said tht if my phone get confiscated again ,
my line will get a cut :( n no more phone:((
sad ed*

















nites !




P/S: i'm gona change the blogskin soon .




picture time:)! most from the performance that day













































Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: some done cannot be undone ...

I'm just a sucker when it comes to LOVE







3 may 2010
Monday
no school
rotted at home
nth much

4 may 2010
sch as usual
after sch ,wen to 4 yi house
rot thr ..
nth much

5 may 2010
sch as usual
after sch meet jack for awhile
thn go 4 yi house
rot thr
till 7+ go home

6 may
wen to school
something very suay happen
hp gt confiscated bt gt it bac at 4+
class as usual
after sch , i cried in sch
juz cant help it bt felt so pek chek ....cried
after sch, pei dion cuz she tio detention
cuz dad pick me up at 3 45
thn homed !
nw home rotting










bye ppl!
me will blog soon















P/S: emo ing nt in good mood .i bite!



Love,
KittyAhShan!

Labels: I'm just a sucker when it comes to LOVE

26 april 2010
wen to sch
kinda fuck up ....my phone gt confiscated
after sch ,slack awhile go gan ma house

27 - 28 april 2010
sch lyk usual -->after sch slack -->homed


29 april 2010
school as usual
after sch, seok yi pei me go meet tien shen
slack together till 3+
pei seok yi go bus
thn me n tien shen slack together at viod deck
after tht abt 4 thn go up to 4 yi house
mum kpkb
cuz nv tell her

at 4 yi house
bath , change
study till 6+

dad come n fetch me
bring me home
me reach home pack bag
go tution
bt before go tution
me n pei yi walk to shell
meet tien shen n his bro
after tht we walk bac to tution center together
me go tution while tien shen wait for me:)
after tution
wen home
while tien shen pei his bro


30 april 2010
EXAM!
English some more
i sure die
haixz

after exam , dad come n fetch me
me rot at home till 2+ go lan use com till 7+
wen to meet pei yi
thn wen for tution


till 9 30
wen home
felica come my house .
slack till 11 + she go home
thn me b guai kia a while
study till 12 +
ah matt n tien shen wait for my msg till slp
haha




1 may 2010
Labour day!
woke up tis morning . tok to tien shen on phone
rotted at home all day . did some studying n nw blogging
lata going ah gong house
after tht go meet ah grace n ah ling
tien shen nw at shi guan . shalln't chao him





post soon :)
loking forward to 13 may!
i wan my phone back! n oso exam to end


have been smoking alot recently . time to cut it down
STRESS!






Love ,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: sorry dearest but to tell you i can't give up my sister juz for u

19 april 2010
school as usual
after school , meet kor
thn wen home together wit him

rotted at home


20 april 2010
school as usual.
stayed bac in sch
slack around wit wit lyica , seok yi n all
till 5 thn wen home
bath change wen to 4 yi house eat
thn dad n mum come fetch me
thn home sweet home:)
pack bag for camp


21 - 23 april
was at jalan bartera camp
was very tiring
me was in group 11
instructor name was huda
...
well, did lots of activies
bt i still prefer studying in sch thn going to a camp tht make me sweat like hell n was damn tiring


well, i did enjoy part of it ...


23 april 11+ reach sch
mum wen to fetch me
wen to compass point to eat sakae sushi wit her
after tht wen to tanjong pagar to do our hair till 7+
did a rusty red highlight .
going spray black whn going school
mrt- ed home

unpack stuff
another bath.rotted around till 11+
wen to sleep n nv wait for dear:X
wad a girlfriend i m










waiting for dear to wake up
bt while waiting play around wit com






p/s: mayb MIA soon
















Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: my real love

Shh! Keep that a secret


13 april 2010

school as usual
after school mummy come fetch me
thn we go prayer after tht wen bac to sch for a tok .
super stupid de!

14 april 2010
school--> guzheng -->wen to buy cake wit jia chun for guzheng bdae
nth new i guess

15 april
school-->srp --> guzheng --> meet peiyi , tution --> home d
got a in house suspension for truancy .
after sch,
srp for science
guzheng some stuff happen


to some one,
i wouldnt fuckingly forget wad u did
yes, u ever treat me nice
bt for wad u did , i wuldnt ever forgive u

after guzheng, wen home
bath , change meet pei yi
we go 7 , slack awhile
wen for tution

16 april
school -->pasir ris --> home d
school was like usual .
except the last bit
took class photo .
i look damn weird

i dun get it .
people like valerie , wad's so bad about her?
i dun knw y ms neo pick on her.
well, anywae during assembly
ms neo took her stud thn pass to me n ask me to pass her back.
and ask me to tell me to tell her some stuff tht made her kinda fuck up
haixz dun sae about it le

after sch , wen down to pasir ris wit er jie n her friends
me only wit them
thn wen home
n rotting














now 8:39 pm . posted on 16 april 2010



camp next week .
to JBAC .
21 - 23 april.







post soon,
bye people











Love,
KittyAhShan!

Labels: trying to forgive but it's hard to do so

I have a dream , to help me face reality



10 April 2010

morning was like shit
so dun tok about it
nite , wen to ah gong house .
was his birthday
last nite was wow wow!
lotz of good food
mukakaka
late nite so damn wild
drink abit , n mahjong a while
thn wen out wif jies n kors
wen to play pool n kbox :)



11 april 2010
Today !
well, woke up at 10
bath , change
wen to yishun wit mum
to c our farm ,
to those who know about the farm dairy on FB,
u will knw about the farm. pic on FB too

wen thr till 12+
wen home
now at home .
toking to him n blogging .




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things are getting better for me at home ,
bt still feeling stress out...














going to that anchourvale cc mac to buy lunch for me n bro :>









Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: i have a dream that i want to fufill

3 April 10
wen to AMK hub , watch movie wit ling , ah grace ,eric ,yan
slack around
nothing much



skipped 4 April 10


5 & 6 April 10
schooled -->slacked --> homed
nothing much for tht two days

7 April 10

schooled
like usual
after school have a talk on JBAC
wen meet ah jack
3 + go back sch till 6 30
home-d
wen meet jave slack till 9+ go home





8 april 2010


schooled -> marina barage , pasir ris --> guzheng -->home --> tution-->slack-->home-d

school like usual
after school go learning journey till 6
reach school guzheng till 6 30
wen to eat tnn tution
tution le go slack thn home-d






9 april 2010
wen to school todae for speech day
make up , er smokey eyes
well, performance today was okae bt quit fast .
not sure if it was becos my hand were trembling or it was fast
well, ended at 11 +
in sch till 12 30
thn me n jia chun , belsher wen to hougang mall walk walk
wen to iluma watch movie ,when in rome
was quite nice:)
well, watch movie till 4 +
wen up to lan , meet kor n his friends
play awhile . till 5+
wen home-d
rotting

some pic frm fri


































juz argue wit mum
feeling damn fuck up
ccb. not toking abt it
i dun care a fucking damn!



























stress n feeling fuck up now , miss him so much












Love,
Kitty AhShan!

Labels: 永远不会忘记你。。。where is he now